Ami

Dear,
I’ve been wanting to tell you about my adventure 2 weeks ago. Because of my decision to take on a tenant and my newfound financial flexibility, I decided to sign up for a workshop with Barbara Hand Clow. I have read most of her books and particularly resonated with The Pleidian Agenda. So I was very excited to learn that she and her husband, Gerry have moved to Vancouver. It was rather a guided move as my mouse kept landing on her name until it came to my attention that she was having a workshop Nov 9/10 in Vancouver. So I signed up. The price was reasonable and I had a request from sis-in-law to come and clean her apartment – so accommodation and spending money would be taken care of. The clincher was that Chelsea has been renting a car from a friend. She has been driving all over BC putting on workshops at school on the subject of Cooperation. This was a grant that she and 3 friends put together and were awarded from the feds. Anyway, she was planning to come to Victoria that weekend. So we arranged to each leave our cars at Vancouver/Victoria ferry terminals, walk across, pass over each other’s key and trade cars for the weekend, thus each saving $100 ferry fees.

So BH Clow was every bit as brilliant as I’d hoped. Her husband is a dear heart, well-intentioned and very charming. He calls himself the warm-up act for Barbara. She is so full of light and such a powerhouse of information, you could have heard a pin drop as the room full of over 100 listeners drank in her inspiring words. She told us that she has all but put her own studies aside, while taking on and presenting the work of Carl Calleman. She explained the mathematical logic of time acceleration and how it can be that we are living a period that corresponds to 1939. However, we will not have to spend 10 years evolving thru a world war and financial ruin. Because of the acceleration, it will be 1 year. In the Mayan calendar we are now in Night 5, which began Nov 19 and will conclude on Nov 15/08. She predicts that it will be a dark year indeed, which is not hard to believe. You may know all of this already, and I may be sketching it inaccurately, but I do feel the acceleration. And of course the time chunks are like layers in a pyramid, so that beneath 1939 there are earlier layers that resonate as well.

On SAturday we were taken through an amazing mediatation, where we visited Alcyone and walked through the Akashic library, finding our own personal file, looking inside and discovering our lifetime documents. The past ones, we threw into the central fire, creating a new now, a new agenda. Here I arrived at a familiar place where I’m thinking, well maybe every one else can imagine their journey, but something is holding me back. Something is blindfolding me.

In the afternoon, we had a second meditation. Barbara was magnificent in her Cherokee regalia. When she called in the 4 directions, I felt the breeze of them coming in. It was a sacred moment, we were pulled in to the now. Outside the great windows of the Vancouver Peace Center, an eagle swooped by. I nudged my neighbour, as we had gotten acquainted over lunch and shared our reverence for the eagle.

Barbara led us to the great central core of the planet, the 1st dimension, the Telluric realm. I envisioned that each of us was a little gold triangle. These were our spaceships. Mine suddenly became an oval. I got inside and found a beautiful blue sapphire ignitiion button. I pushed it. As we moved into the 2nd dimension and Barbara was taling about the crystal caves beneath Vancouver, I felt the earth moving and undulating. I wondered if it was a cooincidental earthquake, but no one else seemed to notice. I floated through the 3rd and 4th until we reached the 5th dimension, when all became pink light. It grew from my heart in layers, out and out until it filled the universe. The 6th dimension is a geometric wonderland. My mind knows it to be a very familiar stomping ground, but in this meditation I was surprisingly disorganized, I think too comfortable in the 5th and reluctant to move on. My confusion lasted through the 7th, but caught up with the group as we came to the 8th dimension. Here I sensed the greatness, the love and the timelessness of God/Goddess, All that Is, the great ones. Feeling a bit like Stuart Little in a little roadster, screeching to a halt at the foot of a giant pulpit, I hitched up my dungerees and spoke to the powers that be: I want to create a complete farm where I can start by growing my own food and having good water, a simple home. I would expand this to offer “the good life” to less fortunate, create a learning atmosphere where teachers and learners can work together. Creativity and information would abound………. on we went…… all I can say about those final seconds is that it became clear to me how difficult it is to create and move energy with no body.

It is pertinent to my story to mention here that on sunday morning I needed to rush back to Victoria and attend a “Celebration of Life” for Don. He was an elderly gentleman who was legally blind. For the past year I would spend an hour with him every Monday morning, “being his eyes” as he would say. He passed away early this month. It was sudden and quite a shock to me, especially to discover how attached to him I had grown.

I returned home to learn that Amy the tenant had filled the house with smoke on Sat night and melted her toaster oven. It was Tues. morning that the furnace guy and I discovered the furnace pipe out of place and the melted TV set. The following is a bit of info I sent to another astrology buddy:

Here’s what my body is remembering: House burnt down, lost everything February 12, 1975, 7:00 pm PST, Armstrong, Canada, 50N27, 119W12

All these years later, I have come to believe that the landlord burnt it down while we were out. We were young hippies living on his land in a small cabin. Maybe we were too free and careless for him. Familiar scenario.

campground fire, May 20, 2002, 4:28 pm PDT, Hornby Island, Canada, 49N31, 124W42
while managing a large campground, I hired a young couple and gave them my little trailer to live in. They left a candle burning. The trailer burnt up, taking a good part of the shower building with it. The worst part for me was my boss behaved as though I had lit the match. I finally left that job in 2006 and no longer work for “the man”.

Anne, you already know those bits.

Here’s what my soul is realizing: how often do you get to have Jupiter usher in Pluto to your 4th house while Mars is pacing back and forth in opposition to natal Mars in the 4th and in conjunction to Uranus in the 10!? How can I make the most of this transit.

So now I confront Amy with my concerns about her carelessness. I was willing to tolerate a CERTAIN AMOUNT OF DISCOMFORT, BUT NOT THE ENDANGERING OF MY LIFE, and especially the life of my daughter. At this point either I copped some fear which I knew would help to create a house fire, or I somehow made a connection with Amy’s emotions (probably a bit of both). Anway, my heart kept playing yoyo thru my body. Yes, I have been eating alot of cocnut oil, which ups the metabolism, Kevin Trudeau recommends it to lose weight and help out the thyroid. It could be a factor.

I spent a week feeling quite uneasy. Amy had agreed that the arrangement wasn’t working for her either. She chose to leave Dec 15th. I said that sounded ok, but I was willing to leave it open. Then she brought her mother to my door. This was a woman who was shaking with anger as she presented me with a form that I should fill out – an Agreement to End a Tenancy. Well we never had an original agreement and I was not about to go handing them my signature on anything.

For the rest of the week I felt uneasy. I didn’t want to leave the house. I didn’t sleep well and couldn’t find my grounding.

……until my birthday, when everything changed!!!

Anne, this will have to be Part 1. Now I’m trying not to feel that annoyance that the clock won’t allow me to finish my thought. Anyway, it’s the most wriitng I’ve done in some time and I’m on a roll. Lots to say, but phone calls, visitors, life continues as usual. I hope to get back to this soon. I feel great today and thanks for listening.
Lots of love

At this point, losing all my files seems like a minor concern.

this is my feeling exactly. The money is hardly the point anymore. I can’t let her take advantage of me, but the costs incurred are mounting and it doesn’t matter. I just want my life back. I still have the letter in hand from my landlord. He has kindly worded it so that there is no date mentioned concerning the Notice of Termination, should I not comply and get rid of “unauthorized occupants”. She has been conveniently unavailable. I’m hoping to hand it to her in the presence of a witness. Talked to a lawyer yesterday, who told me to change the locks! Everyone has a different story. I am choosing to follow my own code. This is a big piece, as I usually go running for help.

I think I was most attached to my sleep. It’s an old leftover from Hornby. If I didn’t get 6 or 7 hours, I would have trouble getting through the 12-15 hour days. But that’s not the case now. And I do have sleepless nights even when it’s relatively quiet. So, I am learning to enjoy my time lying in bed, or just get up and get on with it.

Yes, absolutely the communication issue is big. She wants to play uproar and I get tongue-tied when I’m angry. So I don’t want to play. And you’re right, this old victim hair shirt has got to go. I am the creator of my universe. I’ll write that out a thousand times when I get a minute.

Thanks for your comments and especially for pointing out transitting saturn, which I was thinking was at least one point in the heavens that might not be in play at the moment. hahahahaha

lots of love

Pluto works in strange ways, but what a liberator. He has to get to just
exactly that to which we are most attached.

You have had these money worries for so long, for as long as we have
corresponded, and there have been unappreciative figures providing the
resources. So my guess is that this is what you are getting through, the
provider who is really nothing more than an opportunist at best, and a true
demon at the worst.

So wonderful that you have someone with whom you can connect to get to the
deeper levels of this stuff and purge the inner tenant causing you so much
difficulty.

There’s a victim side to these relationships too, and that can probably be
brought into the light of examination pretty easily.

Pluto is working the last dregs out of your third house, too, I’m guessing,
so there are communication issues, sibling stuff, pre-school childhood
scenarios, some bully stealing your tricycle, your show, etc.

And of course, Saturn has to be involved somehow and I don’t have your chart
handy to look at it, other than obviously the stationary transiting Saturn
is in your 12th house, thus ending a cycle involving MC to Asc, stirring up
old ghosties in the process.

And speaking of Ascendant, I don’t think there is any Asc sign more
difficult than Libra when it comes to relationship. One has such high
hopes…..

Okay Linda I popped on the computer to send an email and get off, finding
this surprise from you. I am so glad. My comments are typed lickety-split,
so I hope there is something of value.

Hang in there babe, get a good night’s rest and take an afternoon off to go
see a movie. By the way, I seem to do really well on 4-5 hours of sleep a
night, with a 10-12 hour sleep every once in a while.

XXXXX
A

On 12/16/07

> I’ve been working on documenting the blow-by-blow. So reminiscent of
> my difficult time with D and S (beginning of Pluto in Sag).
> So I may end up in court. (Haven’t missed the Kronos?Mars on my MC)
> I’m calling legal aid Monday morning. I’m entitled to some free
> advice, due to low income. I may hire a lawyer. Just need to get my
> life back. But I’m not as crazed as this may sound. I’m getting good
> mileage out of it, healing -wise. I mean, expressing and transmuting
> lots of deep emotional crap. I may end up having to move and that may
> turn out well. I’m hoping the node hitting nJupiter and Jupiter
> ingressing Capricorn on Tues will be a turn for the better. But where
> Pluto is concerned, I’m not going to stop taking notes and pictures.
> Scan it or delete, as you wish. I’m sure we are all feeling the
> powerful energies at play these days.
> Lots of love
>
>> Date: Sat, 15 Dec 2007 20:00:23 -0800
>>
>> Subject: record
>>
>>
>>
>> It was now becoming clear to me that my tenant was entertaining her
>> boyfriend very regularly. It quickly went from 2-night-a-week, which
>> she had told me it would be… to every night. The list of
>> inconveniences, broken agreements, deceptions and careless behaviour
>> is beside the point. This is my movie and for about 2 weeks I
>> allowed these things to make me crazy. Phone calls and trips to the
>> Landlord/Tenant office left me with the bleak realization that I had
>> been had!!! I had nothing in writing. I had a good chance of winning
>> in arbitration, but with Christmas and bureaucry in the mix, I would
>> be lucky to be rid of her by early January. Worst case scenario, my
>> landlord could catch wind of it, and I would be automatically
>> evicted. Up until this point of realization, I was convinced that I
>> could not survive, because I was being kept awake late at night and
>> woken up in the morning. I decided to change this. I installed thick
>> carpet and underlay in my bedroom. I made rolled up balls of
>> underlay and stuck them in the heating ducts. I got some good ear
>> plugs and told myself to sleep. I decided that if I was wakened in
>> the night (which used to be game over) I would have a good
>> opportunity for some MAP coning, meditation, reading or just
>> enjoying my cozy bed. And, I thought, who says ya need 8 hours? I
>> get what I need and feel energized all day.
>>
>> The fact is, my emotional body and nervous system are so worked up
>> at this point, it is quite an effort to wind down and fall asleep.
>> But just think of the extra calories I’m burning. The most
>> heartening thought is that while each day can seem long sometimes,
>> the cumulative weeks and months just fly by, and January 31st is
>> almost here. So I gave her a signed agreement that she can stay
>> until Janauary 31st, as she had requested. That night, there was
>> hammering until 1 am. I felt nothing more than amusement. The charge
>> is off. My attention is no longer focused on her. She was merely the
>> catalyst helping me to burn off some old emotional baggage. Thank you Amy.
>>
>> It was  Dec 3, that I decided I could not handle the energies
>> flowing through me. Tsunami’s of emotion would overtake me. I had
>> had no sleep the night before, no hot water to wash my face in the
>> morning and was contemplating finding other places to get some
>> sleep. I went to work, but it was useless, I could not focus so I
>> left. I was spending lots of time on the phone, getting support from
>> loved ones. It was still overwhelming. My phone broke and I was
>> without a phone for 2 days. I had to stay home and it was a good
>> thing, so that I could run the energy and work on myself. I lost 2
>> days of work and went back on WEdnesday. Then my car overheated. I
>> had blown a rad hose. On Wednesday, Amy used the laundry I was on
>> the phone and whatever was in the dryer was making a racket. She had
>> previously demanded to use the laundry all of SAt and Sunday, so
>> this was especially annoying. Whatever it was got stuck in the
>> dryer. It made a horrible noise. I am just waiting for the repairman now.
>>
>> The repairman came and surveyed the damage. He said it would cost
>> $95 including the part. I mentioned that I would probably have to
>> deduct it from Amy’s damage deposit. He said he would return the
>> next night, but did not show up, nor did he call Wed Thurs or Friday
>> night. I wonder……..
>>
>> Dec 11 I had a reading with Lisa Renee. Apparently there is a lot of
>> activity around me, of guides and helpers. I am being groomed for
>> something and it was necessary to clear some old dross, miasms from
>> my father’s side. It was interesting because the reading was taking
>> place in the middle of the day, when my tenant is usually at school.
>> While Lisa was disconnecting the “switchboard” as she called it of
>> old outgrown brain receptors and clearing for the new, the dear
>> tenant was heard slamming doors and banging around downstairs. As
>> Lisa completed the exercise, it became quiet again. Of course, this
>> brought up feelings of rage and victimization in a vulnerable
>> moment…. so I was able to see the connection very clearly.
>>
>> That night “the lovely couple arrived home sometime near midnight. I
>> always go to bed at midnight and so I did that night, hoping that
>> they would settle down soon. However, at 12:30 someone began taking
>> a shower, which lasted about 1/2 hour. They then proceeded to drag
>> heavy furniture around until about 2 am. At that point, I was beyond
>> sleep. I got dressed and  headed down the stairs to speak to them,
>> but found they had finally called it a night. I confess I slammed
>> the door. It was difficult to get back to sleep. Over the next 2
>> days I missed 4 hours of work.
>>
>> On Friday, December 14 I was getting my mail from the mailbox when
>> Amy approached me, asking about the locked door to the laundry and
>> what was meant by the “out of order” sign.  She began to scold me
>> for not communicating more fully about this. I merely replied that I
>> did not need to inform her, since it was she who had broken the
>> dryer. This elicited a very huffy response. She stalked off, joining
>> her boyfriend on the street, loudly proclaiming “I hope she doesn’t
>> expect me to pay for the dryer”. Again today, she evidently felt the
>> need to confront me once again. She came to my door and informed
>> that that 30 days notice was required for termination of service.
>> Hmmmm, had I known 30 days ago that she was going to break my dryer,
>> I guess I WOULD have communicated.
>>
>> I decided to go and see my landlord. Eviction seemed a small price
>> to pay, to be rid of this nightmare. What he told me is that I am
>> completely responsible for getting rid of the tenants and for any
>> damage incurred. He made an offer to post a notice on my door,
>> stating that any extra tenants must vacate before the end of the
>> month, or I would myself be evicted January 31st. Whether this turns
>> out well, will remain to be seen. It’s looking as though arbitration
>> is a necessity.
>>
>

To:
Subject: Re: record

Dear
Well, I was sure that Scorpio moon was going to finish me off. I have been working through lifetimes of emotions. Amy has definitely been an enormous gift in my life. I am realizing that, except for buying Becky a laptop, I have spent pretty much all of the rent money on healing, workshops, readings and travel – all to “get over” this remarkable life lesson. Because the whole thing started me off feeling unsafe (due to the house being filled with smoke 3 times), pluto took me into fear places in my body and my imagination that should surely have turned my hair white. I couldn’t eat most of the time and had to consciously work on breathing deeply. Most days I meditated each morning, working with the violet flame and trying to clear and burn off the energy. In the evenings I usually spent an hour or so, being with the light, opening up dark places within and letting the light grow. If I was lucky I might sleep a few hours. The worst would be waking up with my heart in my throat. All of this triggered by Amy, but really nothing to do with her. My friend Adam was fantastic. he acquainted me with “the stillpoint” which is between the solar plexus and the heart chakra. Some call it the seat of the soul. From here the light shines and envelopes. There is also a center at the pituitary and one at the feet. When he would activate these lights with me, I would rise up out of the mire and reach a state of euphoria. I needed his help to remember the exercise a couple of times. I did an afternoon of breathwork that was hugely beneficial. A friend sat with me and I let out every tear and scream and punch that I could muster. Whew, that was great.

I am so blessed to have good help. My new friend Sunomi is an astrologer and a psychic reader. Her insights are wonderful. She is a Virgo, born the same year as me. She says we have the same Uranus/Jupiter connection and that I could tap into the same source. It’s a pretty wide orb in your book. Anyway, I was asking her advice and describing my invocation of the violet flame. Oh, she said, that will only intensify the situation. You need to use the blue flame of Archangel Michael. Per her instruction, I began working with this. Each day I would start with the perimeter fence around the house and gradually envelope the entire building and myself in the blue flame. I would then call upon Quan Yin to assist me as I followed up with the pink flame of compassion. This I did for a week. While my mind was telling me that time was running out and I needed to arrange for arbitration, my heart wanted to stay with the flame. Two nights ago, an acquaintance came by to “have a look at her chart”. The previous night, the couple downstairs had decided to put on a show for Becky and I. While we prepared our supper and curled up with a movie, the made loud groaning and humping sounds, laughing and banging things around – obviously on purpose. So, when this prospective client was here, they started this up again. Well, (Ruth was her name) Ruth says “this does not feel safe to me, come and stay at my place”. Obviously not an option, but I explained to her about the blue and the pink flame and i began working with them and she joined in. She did her own little ritual and she left.

About 2 hours later, I received an email from Amy, asking if I would agree to refund 1/2 months rent if she vacated on Jan 15!!!!!!!

Long story short, we have amicably tied up all the loose ends (I have everything in writing, hahaha). I leave for Maui on Janary 10th. My father-in-law has agreed to supervise the move on the 15th. I will return on the 24th to peace and quiet!!!!!

Meanwhile, daughter Chelsea is house-sitting in Maui. I originally decided on the above dates to get a break from Amy. Also there was a great deal on a ticket that I couldn’t pass up. It is a chance in a lifetime. But the house she’s caring for is a little one-room place and we had talked about how we might get on each others’ nerves. So last night, I get a call from Chelsea saying that she has been asked to house sit another place. The time period is Jan 10 to 20. Imagine that. I will have my own little spot on Maui and Chelsea just down the road. Life is so miraculous.

Back home in Quebec, things are not going well with the folks. I expected something like this, considering the transits. My dad’s dementia is pretty advanced. He doesn’t know me on the phone. The family members tell lots of funny stories, but really it’s all pretty sad. My mom has been going pretty crazy with the repetition and being full time watch dog. But on Boxing Day she had an emergency Gallbladder removal. While they were there, the surgeon noticed enlarged ovaries and took a biopsy. They have pronounced advanced cancer and recommended a hysterectomy. More recently, she has seen her family doctor, who seems less trigger happy than the surgeon. I’m hoping he will reach a more level-headed decision. It has all been very sudden. She is only 78 and a pretty strong woman.

So, life is not at all dull. These last 2 days I have enjoyed long sleeps, good food and relaxation. I’m refraining from dancing around the house too much. Most of all I am deeply grateful. I love feeling safe. I love curling up on the couch with a big blanket and a basket of knitting. I’ve watched some great tear-jerker movies to cathart while the catharting is good. Most of all I am so grateful for dear friends who have listened and offered help and advice and observations. No one could do it for me but it felt good that they, and you, were there.

Not that this is the end of the story. I suppose I’ll move on to the next life coach one day soon. But for now, I’m really enjoying the down time.
Lots of love

First of all your Nodes are getting hit by Hades,.. toxicity with other people-

yes, I was hoping that my work (cleaning houses) would take care of this. I have been calling myself Rent-a-Mom and get everything from childcare to helping with sorting, packing, office set-up,…..everything that moms do, which is everything. But- I fell now that I have evolved beyond the mom persona and I don’t want to attract anymore “leeches” as Yakshi calls them.

(I went through that a little earlier than you did,..) You also have Chaos, Orcus

one really annoying aspect is that my daughter is in Hawaii house-sitting and I’m invited. But I can’t leave! until I sort this out.

all = Juno (concern about the high cost of such goings on!!) and Hybris,…
watch out,.. this is all consuming rage and stupidity. Proceed with caution, try to appear reasonable and like its out of your hands,.. I can’t help it, I’m broke,..
the house has to go, and so do you.

the all-consuming rage is mine….. this is the place where I think there must be more going on. I attended one of Barbara Hand Clow’s “activation” workshops and it had a pretty profound effect. This situation blew up the day I got back from that. Juno is an old bone that I chew on. I have raised my 2 girls with very little help from ex. Now, post-menopause, I’m in touch with THAT rage too.

What I haven’t made clear is that I am also a tenant. The mother is a landlord, she has told me, and therefore very versed in the details of the Tenancy Act. They were holding over my head the fact that this is an illegal agreement. So I went to my landlord and confessed. He offered to write up a letter saying that if “unauthorized occupants” are not gone by Dec 31, I would be evicted. So I gave this to Amy, also quoting a paragraph in the Act, stating the definition of landlord, which clearly I am not. This is what enraged the mother so much. Amy has agreed to leave Jan 31, but not before. I am waiting until after Christmas to take the next step.

There is a Posiedon/Merc on that axis,.. (talking to “spirit”) Think about telling them the house is up
for sale,.. take out an ad in the newspaper- you don’t HAVE to sell- circle it- put it on their doorstep
and tell them the place will have to be ready for viewing and they should think about moving out.
(Posiedon/Merc would also be “advertising”,…. and IDEAS coming out of talking about the situation!!)
There is also a Requiem-Neptune/Astraea-Daedeleus. Basically,…. you feel you are being conned and don’t know
how the matter will end. You can’t see how to deal with it. You are afraid they will get away with it.
Venus/Admetus. An answer would be possibly to “stop the woman”. In the mothers case, a restraining order,…
it can also be “money tied up”,.. something to think about here,….

You currnetly have Sphinx on your Asc (unanswered questions, unseen solutions) and Amor (BOUNDARIES and how to set them) on your MC,… at your wits end??

3375) Amy- 12 aries 17,………… in other words, on your Mars Transit Amy,……….17 Aq 9,………… so recently just passed over your Moon,.. wondering if something in particular set off the query, or just emotional exhaustion??

—– Original Message —–
From: “Linda” aw
To: com
Sent: Monday, December 24, 2007 4:06 PM Galactic Center

Greetings fells,
Martina, your “obsession” remark is right on:

is a good way of putting it. I dunno if “dross” would get sucked into
the Galactic Center, but maybe something catching your interest so much it
makes everything pale in comparison if its also lining up with your chart.
Trying to be positive here- my Desc is too close to that, and now,
FINALLY, I’m suddenly wondering about all those relationships
that bordered on obssession.

My IC is 0 Cap
Briefly, I took on a tenant to share my big house and the rent. It
has turned into a nightmare. Suddenly, a friendly arrangement has
become a war. She has brought in her boyfriend, they are noisy, use
up all the hot water and there is a list of broken appliances…..
too late I find out that the Tenancy Act is very protective of them,
not so much me. I’ll spare you the legal details, but the point is
that my reaction to this situation has been OVER THE TOP.

I can’t seem to think about anything else! Over the past 4-6 weeks, I
have had trouble sleeping, eating, even breathing. I have to meditate
every day. Sometimes that is my few moments of peace in a day.
Yesterday, with the full moon on its way, I accepted an invitation to
do a rebirthing. My friend, an astrologer and long-time student of
Stan Groff, set it up and sat for me. It was a very powerful
experience. I continue to need to consciously breath and calm my
solar plexus, but I am happy to have realized that this experience is
not only about Amy (the young woman). I seem to be connecting to
“more of self”, going more deeply inward. While my immediate urge is
to make outward changes, the timing, the season, the finances are
such that only inward changes are possible at this time.

The most horrid part about the problem with Amy, is that every time I
have made a motion to get rid of her, her “rabid dog” mother shows up
at my door or calls me on the phone, swearing, screaming and calling
me names. The boyfriend is also quite toxic. I am realizing that Amy
is quite a frightened 24-yr-old Aries (I’m nick-naming her Eris).
I’ve been trying to get in touch with my inner Amy, having had a
pretty wild-eyed mother myself.

There seems to be alot about the mother/child relationship in this
scenario. I would welcome any comments. My list of asteroids is
limited. I’d love to know where Asteroid Amy is.
Linda